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Friday, December 30th, 2005
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12:45 am
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Things to focus on for next year:
School
Getting together our class shit.
Not being such a fatass.
Dance. -my last year :(
My family.
Finally listening to my mother and organizing my life.
Perhaps I should make money.
SCHOLARHIPS..... Thats a must.
2006 sounds like so much fun already!!!!
Notice the sarcasm.
Lots of thinking tonight.
I've done this before, where you realize what's important to you, and whom. And also, who you are important to. Even though I have come to the same realizations before, it still hits you hard the second time around.
Sometimes, no matter what I do, I'm a bitch. I do not know. Maybe i'm too fucked up to see myself for who i really am. Maybe if my life was a movie, or a book, i would be appalled by what others see. Maybe I should take 2006 and re-adjust my whole life. Isn't that what you're supposed to do?
Addition to the list above:
*Dont be such a fuck-up bitch.
So along with that i guess i just shouldn't speak my mind so much. And allow things to happen although i disapprove. Not speak my views. They're not appropiate at times. Any other suggestions? Don't hold back, i can handle that shit. I have been torn apart before, ha.
My list seems complete, for now.
last thought
Sometimes people who you would never expect to be there for you, are. THAT is a great feeling :)
Goodnight world.
current mood:  rejected
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